Don't Judge Me....

Well, as promised....Here goes....

Please know that this post is really emotional for me, and very hard to do. 

That tummy wasn't there two years ago!

More after the jump....

This is just unacceptable. This is what 2 years of not caring will do.

How could I do this to myself? How did it get this bad?

I've always been top heavy (arms and breast)
 

I know that I could never be completely happy in this body. As happy as I am with my life and who I am as a person... I'll never love this body the same. That's why it's gotta change. Good riddance to the old me as of today! Hello to the REAL me!

Sincerely,
~Hopeful Dieter
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